Effortless With You Excerpt 3
Alex tugs on my arm. “Man, woman.Do you ever
have a normal day?” He pulls me into a hug before giving me his signature pat
on the back
I wonder the same thing.
The wind picks up again. I jump at the sound of
abandoned ladders crashing to the ground. The oak tree gives another protesting
creak as its branches bend above us.
“Alright.
Call it.” Justin yells. “Get your stuff and get home. Safely,” he adds.
Everyone breaks away from the huddle, grabbing
everything in their path. I walk over to my ladder, grabbing its edge.My
fingertips and palms protest in pain as I swing it up and over my shoulder. I
search for my paint can, finding it in the daisies which are now splattered
with white paint. The roof’s edge hangs above me where only moments before I’d
been dangling.I can’t help but shudder at the what-ifs.
The oak tree makes a popping sound, jolting me
out of my state of shock and awe. I readjust the ladder over my back. The
ladder seems so much heavier than earlier that day. I watch the guys in the
distance effortlessly throw their ladders and supplies into Justin’s truck
bed.For the first time, I really do wish I was that large He-She-like creature
that the senior girls called me. I could use the strength today.
I focus on Justin, climbing into the truck bed
and surveying the supplies. The rest of the guys have taken refuge in their
vehicles. Thankfully, the changing weather distracted everyone from my
struggle. I don’t want any more attention.
I dig my feet into the ground, determined to
get my ladder to the truck on my own. I refuse to be lame and leave it behind.
But the oak tree urges me to with every creek. It doesn’t understand. I don’t
always want to be the damsel in distress. I need to do this on my own.
Sheets of rain pour from the sky. The sound is
near deafening. I readjust my grip on the metal. My palm stings as if glass has
cut me. The ladder slips through my palms, crashing on the sidewalk below.
I bend over, determined to do something right.
Surprisingly, the ladder lifts with ease. I look up as Justin takes it from me,
swinging it over his shoulder. He pushes me in front of him toward the truck.
Damn. I’m sick of being so hopeless and weak.
Boom.A cannon of thunder.
Justin throws the ladder in the tuck bed and
pulls me around to the front. I reach up, grabbing the door’s handle only to be
rewarded with pain shooting through my palms. Red blood drips down the side of
Justin’s white truck.
Justin gasps as he reaches past me and grabs
the handle, opening the door and lifting me onto the seat. White pellets fall
on Justin’s shoulders and it’s like I’m stuck in a popcorn maker. Justin stands
outside, oblivious to the hail and rain. He turns over my palms, searching for
the cause of the blood. I look at my hands with the same curiosity.
My fingertips are scrapped and raw, already
swollen and bleeding. Large calluses have been ripped from my palms. Small
holes weep blood in their place. Two deep cuts are positioned on my right palm
where blood seeps freely.
Justin removes his hands from mine.He takes off
his shirt, pressing the wet cloth into my palms. I close my hands around it and
focus on the white fabric changing red. The shirt stings but I hold it tightly.
It’s a good distraction from Justin’s abs. The door shuts and a moment later
the other opens. Justin slides in next to me.
He grabs my wrists, pulling my hands back in
his. “Lucy, crap.” Water drips down my face. I am pretty sure it isn’t from
tears. At least, I hope not.
The sirens blare and the wind gusts pick up.
Justin swears, dropping my hands, turning the ignition and throwing the truck
into reverse. The radio broadcast continues, “Severe Thunderstorm Warning In
Effect.”
“Thunderstorm warning? Look outside.” Justin
shouts at the radio. I glance through my window. Clouds swirl above us as
Justin speeds away from the neighborhood. He pulls onto the highway. We’re
flying with a few other cars at over eighty miles per hour.
“That’s
a Severe Thunderstorm Warning for Hennepin County.” The radio voice reiterates.
A siren blares from the radio. “Update: Tornado Watch in effect for West
Hennepin County.” I roll down the window for a clear view at the sky. The
clouds drop lower, spinning in opposite directions above us. “Justin, the
clouds…” Cars stop and drivers run down into the ditch.
The truck screeches to a halt with them. I
turn, fumbling with the door’s latch. “Forget it,” Justin shouts over the wind.
A bush blows past my window as he pulls me over his lap with one arm. He throws
the door open, pushing me out of the truck and into the ditch.
Justin shoves me against the ground. I duck,
covering the back of my head like they taught me in elementary school. I feel
more pressure over my head as Justin’s body presses over me. Two women scream
as the sound of a train approaches. Cars scrape against the pavement and smash
into one another. Justin’s lies next to me, one hand over my head. The train
drowns all noises.
I hold my breath.
Effortless With You Excerpt
“Now,
Lucy.” She sounds like an elementary-school teacher. “When Justin comes over, I
want you to take some photos of us. Pretend you’re me, grabbing some lifestyle
moments.” She waits for me to nod before continuing. “I’ll wink at you when I
think the shots are right and what I’m looking for. Once you take the pictures,
you can go find your Zach and have a nice time.” She pats me on my back before
she turns back to the bartender. I feel like a dog. I ignore the pat.
Instead
I focus on Justin. I don’t want to see him even more than I don’t want to see
Zach. Zach had forgotten but Justin was knowingly cruel. What if he mentions
our conversation to Marissa? She’ll be furious I didn’t tell her we talked. I
turn the camera back and forth in my hand, playing with the dials. There’s no
way he’ll pass up the chance to share.
“Justin,
come over here,” Marissa calls. I take a slow, deep breath. “I’ve got something
to ask you.” Marissa’s hair stings my cheek as she flips it over her shoulder.
She giggles.Her game is on.
“Marissa.”
Justin sounds unenthused but she doesn’t seem to notice. Marissa leans in and
gives him a long hug.Justin pats her back a bit before distancing himself. He
asks the bartender for a bottle of water before turning his attention back to
Marissa. “What’s up?”
“What do
you think of new uniforms for the basketball team?I’ve got an in with Midwest Jersey through my uncle
and he told me he has a great new design you’d love.” She lightly brushes his
arm. When he looks down at his arm, she kicks her leg back, jamming me in the
calf. Photo time.My calf throbs where her stiletto jabbed me. That’ll bruise.
I take a
deep breath. I can’t believe I have to face Justin so soon. Time to harness my
loathing energy and turn it into fake energy. Spinning around, I pop the camera
up to my face and step out in front of them. Justin looks too perfect in a
white Batman shirt and dark jeans, hair curling in the humidity. But his teeth
do glow stupidly in the black lights. I’ll focus on that.
“Hi, guys.” I say in the most chipper voice I
can find. Justin locks eyes with me. I immediately shift my focus to the led screen. “Do
you mind if I take some photos while you talk? It’s for a summer photography
project.”
“Oh,
sure. Whatever.” Marissa rolls her eyes at Justin. Great, now I'm even
lamer.She turns back to him, talking more about new basketball jerseys. Justin
lifts his right eyebrow at me. He shrugs, turning back to Marissa as she
demands his attention. He seems indifferent.
He
doesn’t even care about this afternoon. No remorse.
I click
away. Marissa's taught me to stand on my tiptoes to get a downward angle so she
doesn’t end up with a double chin. Whenever Marissa winks, I push the button.
She leans in, whispering something in his ear. He pulls back gently, laughing.
Another wink and I shoot as she turns her body, making it look like Justin is
cornering her into the bar. She leans in again briefly for the photo. I have to
hand it to Marissa; she's good.
Marissa
looks back at me. “So, are you done yet? We’re having a real conversation
here.”
“Yup.
Thanks for helping me out.”
She
waves me off in response. Further proof of my loser status.I cringe. Marissa
can be a bit clueless how she treats me sometimes. Once she gets her mind set,
she’ll always play the game to come out on top. I should expect it by now. I
know she doesn’t mean to make me feel like dirt. But I can handle it. It’s way
better than being called a Dumpster slut. Marissa’s easy to handle compared to
my past.
Marissa’s
enormous camera stretches my purse. Disappearing into the crowd, I'm relieved
yet oddly unsatisfied with my encounter with Justin. I have more to say to him.
No, I
have more to yell at him.
The intensity of my emotions surprises and
scares me. I'm usually able to keepmy thoughts from turning into words,
screening them from the real world. No one breeches this wall except Mom and,
occasionally, Dad. Proof Justin’s an invasive nightmare.
Everyone
else bows at his feet. I just want to stomp on them.
As I
push my way through the crowd, ironically, I become more aware I’m alone. I
can’t remember the last time I walked around a party without Marissa at my
side. Free, I look around, deciding what to do.
Too bad
I don’t want to do anything at all.
Scanning the crowd, I spot Zach playing
volleyball in the pool. That eliminates that activity. There is a bench
slightly off the dance floor. I can pull off sitting there, a dance break.
I pull
out the camera, viewing the shots. Marissa’s practice posing sessions have
really paid off. It looks like Justin is hitting on Marissa. One shot even
looks like Justin was leaning in for a kiss, pinning Marissa against the bar.
She is
an evil genius.
I scan through, deleting a few of the
unflattering jaw shots of Marissa. One photo stops me. Marissa stares at
Justin, her hand on his shoulder and another playing with her hair. Justin
doesn’t notice her, his green eyes focus on the camera. Were they pleading? I delete it. Weird camera angle.
“How’d
they turn out?” I jerk. That voice has become too familiar.
“Really,
come back for more?” I gaze up, determined to face him.
Justin
smiles. How can this be fun for him? My pulse quickens. I want to punch him.
He sits
next to me, snatching Marissa’s camera out of my hand and scrolling through the
photos. I watch his thumb, ready to pounce if it nears the delete button.
Marissa would kill me.
“Wow.
These are pretty incriminating. Awesome job.” He hands the camera back.
I shrug.
“Thanks.”
“Does
she realize there’s no chance?”
“That
may only encourage her.” No point in trying to cover for Marissa. She’d say the
same thing.
“That’s
what I thought.” He leans back, putting his arms behind his head. His biceps
flex and I look away. I don’t need my hormones taking over.
“What?”
he asks.
“You
tell me.”
He rolls
his eyes. “Listen. I’m sorry. You were right. I was a jerk.” Momentarily, I'm
dazed.His apology doesn’t seem real. I lift my eyebrow; there has to be more.
I'm
right.
“But I’m not sorry about Zach.” He turns to
me. “Speaking of which…” Justin nods toward the crowd. Zach is walking toward
us.
“Yo,
Zach. How’d that game of disc turn out?”
“Tater
got schooled!” Zach sits down between us, soaking wet. The side of my dress
absorbs the water off his body. He puts his arm around me. My stomach makes a
little flip.
He still
likes me?
Zach
turns to me. “Sorry again about dinner tonight. Work got busy and I lost a bet
to Tater. I was so pissed that I completely blanked.” He nudges me and flashes
his corner smile. “They say I’ve got a tendency to get overheated.”
I’ve
heard that. Last season he threw all the Lacrosse sticks across the field after
they lost to Jefferson Academy.
“So,”
Zach gives my shoulder a squeeze, “I calmed down with a game of disc.”
He leans
in, kissing me on the cheek. “Forgive me?” My heart flutters as my emotions
swing on a pendulum. His story could totally be legit, and he fessed up to
blanking.The way his hand is wrapped around my waist just feels right. I’m not
ready to let that go over a messed up date.
“Yeah,
of course. No big deal.” I shrug, wanting to appear like the cool, relaxed,
girlfriend.
Justin
throws up his hands behind Zach, defeated.
Zach looks back at him. “What, man?” his voice
darkens.
“Nothing,
really.” Justin stands up, wisely removing himself. “I just remembered I
promised Jennifer I’d dance tonight.” He nods toward the dance floor where
Jennifer stands eyeing him. “I might as well get it over with.” He looks down
at me. “See ya later.”
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